Malas decisiones y arrepentimiento

Tengo la suerte, la suerte de haber vivido allí

en esa isla contigo, con una red de seguridad

felicidad y comodidad que nunca tendre aquí.

Al menos me parece que la vida es así

que tomamos decisiones que a veces no son buenas

que a veces nos cuestan mucho

que nos roban de unas cosas

y que nos dejan con este gran agujero

de añoranza.

Me está ahogando dentro de su vacío

estoy sofocando debajo de mi decisión

porque te obligué a seguirme

cogí tu mano y no tuviste otro remedio

y ahora estamos, en dos lados diferentes del mundo

tú, admitiendo que nunca te querías ir

y yo, admitiendo que quizá me equivoqué

pero eso no te puedo decir.

Deberías echarme la bronca

porque me lo merezco

te decepciono

cada día que tengo estos pensamientos.

Translation

I’m lucky, lucky to have lived there

on that island with you in a bubble of security

happiness and comfort that I’ll never have here.

At least it seems that way

we make decisions that aren’t always good

that sometimes cost us dearly

that sometimes rob us of things

and that leave us with an abyss

of longing.

The emptiness is drowning me

and my decision is suffocating me

because I forced you to leave

I took your hand and you had no choice

and now here we are, on two opposite sides of the world

you, admitting you never wanted to go

and me, admitting that maybe I made a mistake

I can’t tell you that, though.

You should tell me off

because I deserve it

I’m disappointing you

every day these thoughts come to mind.

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