Texts like dopamine

Living for these horny Monday nights beneath the moonlight

going from Mazzy Star to Supertramp and Aerosmith in between

writing down my feelings, letting them spill out onto the page

as neighbours eat ramen and melt minds with screens.

Lava lamp doused in hot pink, room bursting with colour

and trinkets glowing in their places.

Your messages trickle in and send beeps to my brain

(and something else to my pants).

Shady dreams

Dancing with the idea I might like
That tousled fro
Those 121s that drip with laughter
And those pre-sleep minutes doused in the hot flames of a fantasy.
Distressed by the thought
Of upsetting you
Of playing second fiddle
To another
Of watching you sidle up, delicate hand outstretched
Helpful words cascading from your tongue.
Playing with the idea of biting your earlobes
Jaded, sepia hours spent in an apartment
You cooking, innocent
Turning dangerous, unable to bear the air ablaze with passion.
Crooked arms and tangled feet and bodies slapped together like ham onto bread
Wet from the heat, hot wafts of wheat.
Smile sticky with sweetness
And good intentions
That curtsy before me in every catch up.